Boo

My blog sent me a message confirming my email so I pretty much figured out it was missing me. What a sad state of affairs.

The world hasn't ended Kamberra is still here and I have more blogs then you can poke a stick at.

I have a masquerade ball to go to which will be VERY exciting. You never know what will happen to cinderella. Now where can I find some glass slippers?

I am still here

Isn't always interesting when you discover that people you used to know don't know you anymore.

And I knew Friday was going to start something bad. Now all I am doing is waiting for everything to fall apart.

Of course the worst thing is that in a professional circle if someone breaks the cone of silence what can be done to correct the problem and how can one punish the person involved?????

Life is alright if you discount the problems associated with flatmates.

It has been a while

I thought I would just update the world on my ramblings...


What I know
I mean I know many things ( or at least I think I do.):1. I tend to lose things. In fact I have lost my new bracelet, and my favourite rings. Somewhere at work. Defintely worth grrr arghhing about.2. I think too much. Or maybe not enough? None of its out loud though. Try having an interior monologue that won't shut up when you want. 3. The stupid moods I get in if I pay too much attention to the stupid monologue inside my head. It is at this point I want to flail my arms wildly and hit myself over the head. That would distract it for a while now wouldn't it? Maybe I need help? Does anyone have a monologue distractor or remover? Or perhaps I could just figure out what starts it off?That I don't think I will ever know really. I feel really sorry for anyone who is around me when I make even less sense then usual. (hint hint)

Mais qu'est-ce que c'est que je voudrais. C'est evident, je pense. Life the universe and everything? Non ce n'est pas ça. Je pense de ça ce matin. Á ce matin je veux grosses bisses, sourires et le possibilité le possibilité er des plaisantes, des blagues et des autres choses heureuex.I dare someone to even be able to understand any of that. :P

Ok enough of that All I have to do is figure out what I am doing this weekend. I know I am: buying a fabulous new dress, something else, and going out for dinner. I know the when, the who but not the where. decisions decisions.

I feel slightly less weird. But not in a cathartic way

A poetical Thought

I got to visit my thinking spot and do some real thinking today. What came of that is: ( please dont laugh)

What is it about?
This life, this change that change?
My life for yours.
His lies
for her lies
Complete lies
Incomplete lives.
Calm is danger
Chaos is calm.
My lost is your found,
One ending is a beginning

Where do the lost go?
I have found my own loss.
I see it!I feel it!I dont want it!
I set it freeI no longer hold it captive.
I smile,
I breathe
I laugh
I wait anew
The first poetical thing I have written in almost a year. It feels great.

House Warming

Well my house has been warmed.
I have had my quarterly binge, and I really enjoyed it.It was a great night, I fell over a little, spilt a drink, drank an entire bottle of fortified wine, yes I am sorry I did drink some malibu.

My friends from Newcastle came up to see me. For which I am thankful. It was SOOO good to see them. Besides which now I look like I do actually have friends. I wish I could have seen you all but that would have been expecting just a little much. But just you watch I will move you down here one by one so watch out.

I want you to all be prepared for August. By then I should be able to have a binge and a half. Im coming up for a week so be prepared!

I had forgotten how much fun I can have when I dont have to take care of anyone else. So all is getting to be at peace in the world.

Godfather Cat

Knees

Well. I hate knees. Here I was dancing, flirting having fun. What does my knee do? Dislocates itself. So imagine the looks on peoples faces. It went out then back in again. Was painful. BUT now I have a sore knee that is threatening to do whatever it is that knees do after being dislocated. Of course it means pain. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. Now all I need is someone to tell me what I am supposed to do with my knee. I gave it a days rest yesterday. Completely.
I spent all day in my pjs.
So what am I supposed to do to make it feel better?
Am I supposed to strap it? Not walk on it? It has been a while since I did anything like this to my knees. I blame netball. So someone needs to tell me what to do.
YES!